This could be the
most critical and righteous decision that you will ever made. In contrast, this
could be the assessment that you will regret. Some may say that going out will give some ecstasy, but you may
also suffer from great consequences because you have chosen to be part of that taboo. Whatever choice you have decided,
here are some tips that could make you feel better.
1.
Know yourself.
Knowing yourself seems to be as easy as
facing a mirror telling yourself that you are gay, or lesbo, or a bi, or it may
also be telling your friends that your name is MJ and you live in a certain
street of a certain place. No. It is more ambiguous and complicated than that.
Knowing yourself may be as complicated as counting your hair, or finding the
total number of stars in a calm night. You should have the courage of asking
yourself these questions.
·
Who am I? What do I really want
to do with my life?
·
After this, can I make sure
that I will really be happy? What about the people around me? Can they also be
happy after I made this decision?
·
What about the people that
cannot understand my real situation? How can I make them understand?
·
Can I now accept the
consequences of these? Can I endure the pain that people could give as
judgment?
After answering
these questions, take a deep breath. Cry if you want to. Do not cry because you
have decided to be part of the community, but cry because you have made the
most upright decision in your life.
2.
Accept yourself.
No one can accept you of you do not accept
yourself first. You do not need to judge yourself if your decision if your
decision is yes. It is pretty normal if you have that feeling. Some may say you
are weird of you will not. Just accept the fact that you are different. You may cry again if you want
to. You may even shout and slap yourself if necessary. You can also talk to
yourself in the mirror.
3.
Have some companions.
Let us just say that having a true friend is
really a challenge. You need to meet a hundred, or worse, a million people
first before you find one. It is just like you need a very specific drop of
rain when it stormed. You need to have your own criteria (which may be a
case-to-case basis). You may want to have a friend who belongs in the same community. You may also want someone who
understands you. Even physical appearance may also be a basis for finding one.
Just always put in your mind that trust is really a must in searching for
these. If you already have these, be thankful. Cherish every second with these
loved ones. Make every second with them a very memorable one. Or else, you will
end up alone in this world without someone to lean on. You cannot live alone.
4.
Do not complicate things to
avoid hesitation.
Tick-tock-tick-tock.
Oh
God! Because I am like this, they will judge me.
No one
loves me.
Do not have that kind of mindset. As what
the previous things have sad, just accept yourself. You should always put in your mind that
making things complicated could make things worse. Do not be paranoid. Do not
act like a stupid person. Just because you are like that you are not loved. The
answer is really a big freaking NO. Sexual orientation is not really a basis of
not being loved. Bro (or sis), you should always put that in your mind. Suicide
is not really an escape. Have some companions, and in the end, you will be
happy.
These are just some of the things that you
will undergo. No matter what you choose, always tell yourself that you will
really have a better life because of this. Who knows? You will be the greatest
person on earth because of this.